Good morning,
I've been following this site for a while now but I thought I'd actually be brave and share a little of my story :-).
I grew up in Struthers Memorial Church during the 90's and early 2000's. I went to all the meetings, summer camps, spent four year in the school and always tried to be the best 'Struthers' christian girl I could possibly be!
I'm sure I would have stayed in the church had what I believe to be a miracle not happened. I got the opportunity to go to France for my 'year abroad' whilst I was studying French at uni. To this day I'm not quite sure how the leadership 'let' me go, as it meant I would be away from the church for at least six months, but at least they did!! (Of course I felt the need to pass my decision by the leaders, like every other tiny decision in my life!!!)
Thank god I found a lovely, Love-centred Anglican church in the town I moved to, and I began my healing journey away from Struthers. I realised how dangerous its teachings were and how badly growing up in it had affected me. Over time I received counselling and became the person who I was always meant to be. In Struthers I always felt like a fragment of myself. The 'shy', 'good' girl I had played had swallowed up my whole personality.
Fast forward a few years and I have left church altogether, but I continue on a spiritual journey of freedom and love.
I thought I would share links to three blog posts I have written about growing up in Struthers.
[nicolacasey.wixsite.com]
[nicolacasey.wixsite.com]
[nicolacasey.wixsite.com]
Forums like these have made me feel less alone in my 'breaking out' and I hope and pray everyone finds the healing, love and wholeness that they deserve.
I've been following this site for a while now but I thought I'd actually be brave and share a little of my story :-).
I grew up in Struthers Memorial Church during the 90's and early 2000's. I went to all the meetings, summer camps, spent four year in the school and always tried to be the best 'Struthers' christian girl I could possibly be!
I'm sure I would have stayed in the church had what I believe to be a miracle not happened. I got the opportunity to go to France for my 'year abroad' whilst I was studying French at uni. To this day I'm not quite sure how the leadership 'let' me go, as it meant I would be away from the church for at least six months, but at least they did!! (Of course I felt the need to pass my decision by the leaders, like every other tiny decision in my life!!!)
Thank god I found a lovely, Love-centred Anglican church in the town I moved to, and I began my healing journey away from Struthers. I realised how dangerous its teachings were and how badly growing up in it had affected me. Over time I received counselling and became the person who I was always meant to be. In Struthers I always felt like a fragment of myself. The 'shy', 'good' girl I had played had swallowed up my whole personality.
Fast forward a few years and I have left church altogether, but I continue on a spiritual journey of freedom and love.
I thought I would share links to three blog posts I have written about growing up in Struthers.
[nicolacasey.wixsite.com]
[nicolacasey.wixsite.com]
[nicolacasey.wixsite.com]
Forums like these have made me feel less alone in my 'breaking out' and I hope and pray everyone finds the healing, love and wholeness that they deserve.